Monday, January 31, 2011

out of time

 Mom is gone and I'm thinking that I may be lost. I've always down-played everything I feel because I know others feel the same things. I've never really required anything from others. I've stood alone most of the time. I've ignored my own emotions in place of what others feel. I've never really disclosed to much 'real' stuff about myself because I've wanted people to care on my merit, not simply because they feel sorry for me. I'm not one for pity. I normally do not feel sorry for myself, which makes it hard to feel sorry for others. Today though, I feel like I ran out of time.

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